I'll Be Gone

And now theres only mountain tops with a dim rustic glow,

I sit upon them looking out and down below.

I look to find a heaven yet nothing ever shows,

my burden gets no better with my thoughts that slowly grow.

I'm hoping to stay away from going down that lonely road,

but the thought alone excites me although I do not know,

what really happens at the end I fear my hopes

will soon outgrow the dreams I dreampt and when I find out lll be gone.

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Voice

Is it poetry when there is no rythm? Is it only when words create a perfect picture? Whatever it is its not only one particular reason cause without a doubt what I deliver always pictures a rythm and a beat a melody a serenade of sweet whispering. Divine, the words ripple from my mouth as I speak slowly pushing air out through the lungs I breathe, my breath is short from singing symphonies, notes they float around ur head raising from the ground. You connect, in that one instant you feel how powerful music is to your ears so bow down, be quiet, I'm singing here.


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Amazed

Drop your jaw and look up-you see that?
I will demolish all pavement you think u've laid-as a yellow brick road to walk through your heavenly gates.

Speak Slowly

This is me biting my tongue when I talk to you--
If you couldn't see the pain I felt holding back my words from vomiting truth, then let me express the significance of what my mind would like to spew.
After all, there's nothin else that I'd like from you--other than to listen and realize what I'm going through.
Must be ignorant to the senses I debut in my own words...there's much more pain, even less strewn,
so I sew along the lines of which you drew & watch the pain flow through.
Screwing up my veins still thinking I'm immune, but I still count down the days calculating time it will take to undo the facts that uve slained due to unfinished rage been shown through the days of all the sniff I blew.
Are you hurting in many ways? Seeking how to provide for you, how to be accepted by youth? Feeding off fame for a clue-- truth is your holding out on this moment, stuck in deja vu.
Saying this has happened, every night you dream its of the night before.
Keep on hoping time doesn't fade so your able to finally renew, trust in me cuz my ways of rolling continuously have changed my point of view, especially of you.
And as my thoughts accumulate my angle slices into ur deep sick desires of exactly why I hate you.

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Friends

Guess I'm just one of those people who cares a bit more about friendship. No trust, no love from me and I'm sure you'll regret it. But some minds think less than and forget when they had a chance to savor a friendship forever. Ha, but then they blew it, so I shut out and threw them, to the ground so clueless, thinking fuck why did I do this.
I'm so ashamed, but I refuse to play the game. To sit there and pretend our friendship still could be the same. It keeps me entertained to watch you turn the tables acting as ur queen, but honey this is my regime... I'm like the question when u dream, what was that memory again I'm talking through a screne, made from a script u wrote, 1st scene.
As u fene for me to give u just one glance of my gleam. Keep on swimming upstream u still have not learned one thing, and as I teach per diem u see how it may seem when all I'm needing is for u to redeem yourself and stop acting so supreme.

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Simple Man

A friend whose only beautiful in pretend
you access her heart while shes vulnerable to leave a dent
and I am 1 unusual decent of a simple man

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Let Me Pick Your Brain..

Let me pick your brain, while u stand their ashamed of what u see in the mirror
picking apart your appearance, that u fear, girl your mind has processed an illusion to appear
like its something not accepted by everyone around here.

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