LaMe

Dont really understand how this all can change so quick, as of yesterday I felt as if I was making it, making something of myself given a chance to show my strength.
But then today 1 person made my whole hope go to shit.
Like are u an elephant in a stampede running with the giraffes that have their heads up in the trees. that was gay, let me start over, new scheme...
I mean how is that some big cat is making it in these scenes and I'm out here just running slow stuck in the same routine.
And not by any means am I planning to hold my ground, shit right now my blackberry already grew legs and walked the fuck out.
And I'm about to run out of this town, leaving everything i have now. smash my review mirror and never looking back so ciau!

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Listen girl, you're not the (L)only one.

Listen: When I dream, my mind splits in two separate ways.
The dream itself plants the idea so I play out the consequences.
Normally I wouldn't be so agitated on this note, but steppin back looking at myself has me wanting to revoke-my own attitude.
At times it may seem right, but when will me putting up a fight work out positive for the life im hopin for.
There's a fine line between selling urself out and selling yourself short.
If u could have a taste of my mind, stick ur finger in, lick it, now savor these last few lines.
You say, "Ur so lyrical, with ur spirituality," I'm actually about to crack and show you that my actions can speak accurately!
Do i sound a bit redundant? Has this been in your ears before hun, am i making you feel discontent?
Cause i swear that i represent the only being that i am, but maybe subconsciously im really hating who i am.
But back to what i said before i went out on this rant was, listen girl you just need to
love yourself again.

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Nothing on me.

In a minute everything that I've owned up to will be shot out the window--
not like its gonna matter if i said that it was my fault.
Might take a weight off their shoulders lifting em up to to my height,
I'm 5'3, so whats that say about their conscience or confidence?
All i know is they are definitely not my confidant.
Only considered an acquaintance to me cause their personality has a constant need for maintenance.
Been pushed down 2, 3 or 4 too many times.
Their all looking at me like I'm from another blood line.
Blood streaming down my upper lip, to my chin, till it hits the floor in front of my eyes.
A little abuse doesn't seem that wrong to me, but in another persons mind that could definitely shift their outlook on reality.
I'm writing down lists of the reasons why I'm still lyin, only trying to realize what the hell is my problem.
Still reaching to the skyline, with what i can offer still there's no one to see my side.
Cant wait for any of that shit to fall in my lap, im running just trying to see a fucking gap to where i can put my foot in.
Pressing each side out with the strength of both of my arms, what the fuck is talent anymore no ish is real.
Im talking back to CEOs just pushing to reveal....their lies, like who are you to tell me what is right and what is wrong. Cause ill be sittin higher than you in no telling how long.
Then who'll be pushing on those obstacles landin in the way, of dreams, all i know is they got nothing on me.

Say A Little Prayer For You

I would like to say a prayer for you to whisper my name into my ear & all i will hear are the words that you say. I will pray. That i may be so analytical that my thoughts send shivers up and down your spine.

Maiden Rose

Shes a maiden in her white dress waiting alone- upstairs in her attic, with her crystals and her pearls.
She sings a haunting tune " oh boy where did you go" , dreaming of a man she never wanted to know.
Sweet flowers in her hair, a diamond ring on her neck, placed in a glass vile was her sisters blood at rest.
She swore shed wear forever, never breaking their pact, "hold on maiden lula" , as her rose turned into black.
With a heart made of metal, turned every man to stone.
Her eyes held many secrets to which only her she told.

Evil

You wanted something new and enlightening,
but i have to apologize my words are transpiring evil.

My outlook is anything but on a positive level.

Electro Energy

In the night
I hear you calling me
I wait here to see & feel you next to me
& i find, the powers leavin me
It brings me to my knees
I need your energy, I need your energy
Don't wake me from this dream
I wanna feel no pain
I need your energy
Your the only thing in my mind
That keeps me sane
I need your energy