Vent

My mind has a bad temper.
My thoughts pierce my flesh and make me ache.
My actions portray a prolongued silence.
My body has beaten me in.
It's a bold position to be in
Sealing my mouth shut to achieve something.
Lighting my thoughts up in flames, claiming i know nothing.
Unwritten rules to a game they all play
I'm losing the battle but recognizing a way
to keep silent but express a thin layer on display.
& evil penetrates
All born sinners who failed to create. Raise the stake.
I see it now in all different ways. Impossible to translate.
But go ahead recriminate.
Continue to procreate & desecrate then wait.
I'll save my traits locked away-find your own charm to relate.
But when you finally realize it's too late-
I'll be gone and so much further
Hurdled over your beliefs as you berate me.

Image Of A Girl

Girl in the mirror--
A reflection portraying an image with no soul.

Fist to glass, losing her hold.

Slipping into a story that may never be told.

A hole in the wall where she shares deep secrets with herself--

Because there is no one else.

Can you captivate her?

Read her words & feel her pain.

Spin in circles, doing cartwheels-

Singing just to put a smile on her face somehow.

Dreaming of falling off the edge--

But she still falls short.

I just want to dance today.

Your view.

You can see in a picture how the photographer sees its subject.

& you can feel the subjects emotion projected through the photographers work.

Creep

I'd like to dip my feet into an ocean of you.

Creep to the depths of your soul & touch every part of you.

Fill my veins with your pain; bite my tongue for you.

Dance on your shoulder whisper & sing i can feel you.

Holding in my hands a part of you.

Broken shell on the floor im inside of you.

I feel the heart beat that belongs to you.

Your aches have invaded my thoughts of you.

I am raging in ways i will show you.

My body is changing the sight of you.

Hold me tight; keep me close right beside you.

I told you i would never leave you.

I could die for you.

What's the point, if you hate & kill for love?

I hate the "beautiful" everyone wants to be; even me.
I hate the pointless conversation about nothing;
but i hate when they try to push conversation about something.
I hate myself for wanting to change;
but i hate myself for not being that way.
I hate sarcasm that is honest.
I hate truth that doesn't dare to take a chance to show more than what is obvious.
I hate how everything around here makes me think i hate me;
but i hate how i really hate to love me.

Did She Lose Control?

Did she fall to her knees--did she cup her hands around her face trying to breathe?

Do you see?

Are you still oblivious to all her feelings?

From a broken home to a stable dream--which you ripped from her porcelain hands to stain blood on her feet.

She tried, just like you told her to.

Listened to every word--put it in action--unfolded the truth.

What a theif.

Failed to recognize your power or acknoweledge her beliefs.

Took a dying breed and have gone on a killing spree.

Where did your heart go?

Maybe cause you dont feel vulnerable, anymore

You think you have power now--but i know its insecure.

Your turn to lose control.